let all wannabes die...

this is my new year's resolution

freakin lame...
i don't need no new year's resolution...
coz i'm a cool ol dude

anyways...it's couting down to 2007
in like another 6 hours...
so...
everyone be happy in this coming new year
coz no matter what happens
life still goes on...
2008 will come too...
so why not make the fullest outta it?
cheers~

i think i definitely need to get myself a closet to able to fit in more bottles!

christmas was great...
was presented a lego bionicle set and a nice glowing alarm clock...

zam has gotten himself a santa's hat and a bling bling absolut vodka
ain't it just a FABULOUS christmas?
i will add more ornaments to my christmas tree next year...
new year around the corner...
yohoooooo~~

merry christmas

to you...the one i loved
to my family...
to me friends...

i wish that all the victims in segamat will be able to hold hand in hand together
to cross through this difficult pace of life...
there's always hopes for a better tomorrow~

for the first time ever...segamat appeared on the CCN.com
they even posted pictures of segamat on it..
sigh~
it's not a good way though

check it

this is a time where you get to see all sorta people
there are those who broke into abondoned houses to steal...
there are those who took goods outta shopping centres and claimed it theirs...
there are people whom asked for money before helping you...
there are those whom doesn't wanna help neighbours in despair...

and on the other hand...
there are those whom are not even from segamat or related to segamat
collected all the needies...and went through all hardships
just to help the victims...
there are charity organisations that offered all sorta help you can imagine and needed to the victims...
newspapers started out fund raising...
everyone chipping in a little something to help...

this is the time...
where you can clearly differentiate
what's good and evil...

ok..this is how segamat looks like now..
and everyone's ouuta water, food and electricity supply
doesn't it looks like the day after tomorrow?
all i can do is just pray...
i'm lucky in a sense that my house wasn't located in the flood area...
but my grandparents were trapped in muar...
and my cousins and uncles have rushed back to save them

most of my close friends's family are right in the middle of the flood area...
eveyrone's going back today...
i'll pray...for their family to be ok...
and please...stop raining...

my pc has been terribly infested by viruses and spywares
so it will pop-up porn sites every don't know how many hours
so i won't probably be surpirse if i find porns in my HDD
damn...

anyways..the weekend was a exhausting one
with many relatives making their way into my daily routine
cousin was back from states...
and aunt and her family from singapore...
the pot-bless we had at my bro's house worked out really well
though the chicken wings i bought eventually became...
the reason that i had diarrhoea

bit of a news report..
segamat is flooded after like 48 hours of non-stop pouring
my parents and the china guests are stranded...

it was never easy to fall in love with you
but it will be even more difficult to fall outta love from you
please...promise me...
let me love you for the rest of my life...
ok?

i am caught between the devil
and the deep blue sea...

tell me...
what am i suppose to do?

ok, anyways
i've just gotten myself a new URL
http://www.itakepicture.com
lame name
but seriously..
after all the agonising wait for my precious earthkid.com
i finally gave up...

so...
a new URL defintinely requires a new web design
i don't have time to do...
i have wedding pictures to edit
i have tonnes of csi, dh and niptuck to watch
i have plenty of things to catch up before getting outdated
i have so many companies that i'm suppose to send my resume to
i just kept procrastinating
one day
i might just die because nothing has been done...
man...
i'm just a lazy muthafucker...

nuff said
i will go back to do goong's minisite...
i hate maxis
screw them
if my hometown have more coverage for digi
i will not hesitate to switch to it..

yesterday was zam's 2nd birthday!
but dor wasn't around...
i bought a slice of cake to celebrate with him and eli
and also not forgetting a stick candy!

happy 2nd birthday zam zam!


zam and his precious stick candy~


zam and his cake


don't eat me and my cake~~!!!!


me and zam


ok..candle blowing session, make a wish and blow zam


ok...blown...

伤过了会更懂得去爱
爱过了会更懂得去珍惜

ok..
i'm looking for a crumpler 7 million dollars bag...
my 5 million dollars's looked so cramped with all my camera stuffs in it

saving my ass up for a beautiful 70-200 F4L
so that i will be ready to make my way for some serious photography to US!
well..not so soon though...
as i'm rather crippled financially...
ah well...
no harm doing a little dreamin's right?

i've been looking at the screen for a solid 5 minutes
and i don't have the slightest idea of what to scribble on it

earthkid...
you are hopeless
because your brain's fluid are all dried up...
so practically...
you are just mere brainless...
damn...
what the fuck am i talking about?

nowadays...
it is so difficult to find the inspiration to blog

blog about my life?
nah...nothing interesting...
basically...
it is just eat..sleep...work...shit...talk...sit...walk...

blog about the government?
gees...
i don't wanna end up in jail
where my dad will have to pay a huge amount of money to bail me

blog about my work?
nothing interesting...
it is just deadlines...
and more deadlines...

maybe i should blog about the ant
that has seemed to lost its way on my work desk
for the past half an hour...
it is just walking in circle...
and as i've been very merciful today
i shall not grant it its death...
by wacking my super big palm
on its tiny weeny body...

damn it...
what the fuck am i talking about here?
gotta go work
before this insanity swallows me...

dined a month ago at chilis for dor's birthday
it was a quick dinner
as i was caught up at work late

as usual
triple play ( about RM24) has always been a favourite for the 2 of us
with addition of a fish and chips ( about RM20 )
the food portion at chilis are often pretty big...
and not forgetting that the drinks ( RM7 each ) are bottomless
thus a main course and starter would be perfect for us
seeing at the fact that i'm not a big eater....
yes..i am not...

i would prefer chilis over other western restaurant at most times
vs, tgif, san francisco steakhouse and jack's place
these are the few that i've been to...
chilis still gives me the best food...
enjoy~

dined at a korean restaurant at amcorp mall
forgive me but i really can't remember its name
it's located at the highest floor
a few shops away from macdonalds
right in front of an optical shop

the food was delicious
i ordered kim chi soup (RM12)
and dor ordered korean claypot rice (RM15)
and 2 ice green tea
enjoyed the meal after a horrifying day at work...
wasn't that expensive
it cost us about RM32
this is my second time there...
if you guys happened to be there for flea market on weekend..
dropby at the shop...
and try out a typical korean food...
the waiter and waitress are koreans!

若我告诉你
爱你已用尽了我全心全力

你会相信我吗？

i don't have to know why i love you...
as long as i do

this has not been a good year...
i was discussin with my brother yesterday
and he agreed

tell me why should i believe in YOU?
tell me why should i believe in GOOD and BAD?
coz somehow
in the midst of finding it
judges are blurred...
and the truth has been wiped away like it never existed...

or
is it because of me refusing to believe...
made you punish the people around me
what the fuck

at one point of my life...
i really thought that i've found something...
something that i've always wanted
but somehow...
things are just not like what it seemed
or maybe i'm not making the best outta it...

or maybe i'm just bored at work...
and tired and frustrated....

ya..laugh at me and say that i'm useless...
which is something i won't admit usually

i don't work for long hours...
so i don't deserve the right to be tired...
or frustrated...
but mentally..i am...
i am afraid that i am not up to the standard...
afraid that i can't finish my tasks...
i am even afraid when i go back on time...
as the people in my office stays till night falls...
what is the fucking wrong with me?
............

i guess i'm just a fucking spoilt brat...
and i deserve a few fucking slaps to make me know...
what i want in my fucking life...
and fucking stop complaining...

i wish i knew how to quit you...

i feel like shit because my toilet is leaking..
and it fucking stinks...
and i paid the fucking plumber for not doing a fucking thing to save it...
fuck

have you ever wonder...
how would you look like 20 years later?
i've often thought of that
wouldn't it be scary if i still look the same?
which is something i kinda believe that it will happen

i met my primary school's teacher last weekend
she said she'd recognised me from a distance
i hadn't change much...
it's the same old me at standard 6
just minus the baby fat that i used to have...
and that was like 14 years ago...
and yes..i'm not afraid to reveal my age
i am a proud 26 years old young adult...

i am definitely going for the primary class gathering next chinese new year...
call me a lamer...
but i'm really curious..
and also would like to know how many remained the same ...
like i did...

why do i suddenly smell the fear that has been lurking within me...

let me tell you what is love

love is the feeling that...
you know that someone will be there for you
through thick and thin
wether you like it or not
or wether you notice it or not

i think i know what love is
at my very own context

i think i've been forgetting to bring my passion to work lately
colourless

i want a wacom graphire tablet

wow...
new shuffle
doesn't it makes you drool?
but i've already gotten myself a video...
sigh~

i want a pair of airmax 90

查卡力亚事件最近被媒体炒得满城风雨
当事人还振振有词的给予无数的藉口
政府对于他的惩罚
只是区区的软性辞职

想想若此事发生在咱们身上
也许早就被丢进牢里了

他们耍的这些手段和把戏
真的是有点侮辱了我们的智慧~

this is a random note~
if you wanna read it
don't scold me for writing something so lame

if you are those chinese fighting story fans
you'll definitely come across a phrase

"sword stay, being stay"
"sword die, being die"

damn...i suck at doing direct translation

basically
it refers to the point that those chinese sword fighters treat their swords as important as their lives
i love my pc
but it won't be to the extend that
"pc stay, i stay"
"pc die, i die"
...........

told you it's lame~

welcome to the family apeach~~

* hoorayyy~~~
* claps claps aplause

i need to stop whinning
and just fucking grow up...
those are just pressures...
it's not like i've never dealt with it before..

i excel under pressures...
so what da fuck?
since there's no more haze now...
let us all wake up and smell the coffee!
hooray~

life is fragile
death is so unpredictable
let me stand by your side...
and hold your hands
to stroll down the path of life
like a walk in a park

being with you
even the saddest moment seems bearable
and everything is just sheer happiness...
i don't know how many times i've mentioned this before
but i would like to say it again

i love you

i sounded harsh...
because i'm about to loose my voice....

thanks to the haze...
well done dear indons...
keep up the good work....

i just want you to know
even if i'm all cramped up with my work
you're still on my mind most of the time

so please...
forgive me
if i've neglected you...

can i scold bad words here?

niama ccb...dlamgch....
fuck~

i am sooooOOOO angry...

tell me..
how do you work with the crappiest machine ever?

it will choose not to boot up if its mood's bad...
it will choose to slow down for no particular reason...
it will choose to react like 10 seconds slower on a normal day...
it refuses to let me run more than 2 design programs at the same time...
it refuses to let my outlook run on normal speed...
it takes forever to starup every morning...

do you believe that pcs have bad hair day too?
well..
mine sure does~

doesn't the haze outside makes you feel like...
as though you're burning in hell?

well..
i don't know about the others
but it sure made me felt that way~

let us all smell the haze and wake up to a new day!

let me know if you're leaving...
don't leave me here wondering in the dark

恕我直言

依我看来
新加坡内阁资政李光耀根本不需要道歉
咱大马华人被边缘化
已是个不争的事实

照我看来
大马许许多多当政的土著
还在洋洋得意
以为只要李光耀道歉了
就能摸掉事情的真相
真的是太愚蠢了

很多时候
当这类似的问题被提起
往往人们会把它当着敏感问题
而不了了之

难道人们真的瞎了吗？

随手粘来的就有
大马华小事件
大学固打制
在华人经营的公司必有最少30% 土著

在马来西亚
只要你是一个华人
就已经被定位成第二等公民
若要成功
就必需付出比土著多3倍的努力

凯里
反省吧
一个89岁的老人
在说出事实遭到了评击
仍能放下身段道歉
你算得上是什么东四
还在那儿自以为是

我们华人一直在生的闷气
一直受到政府不公的对待
何时才能守得云开见月明？

p/s : happy birthday to dor...welcome to the quarter century club~

25 seems to be a long time
but with you
it's just a mere 10 seconds flash...
every moment was wondrous...
every single second was breathtaking

my life was never the same anymore...
it became thrllingly beautiful

thank you...
for everything...

i'm proud to present you...................
:: YOUR DINNER ::

people who doesn't believe that i can cook
nah...here's the result and proofs....
i can cook one ok~~~~

thanks to mom...
for picking out the best bah kut...
awesome....
next on list
hainanese chicken rice...

for sam and elly's very late birthday celebration
dined at kota damansara for steambot
not ordinary steambot
it was a porridge steambot
weird but it was nice
don't ask me who figured that out
i think chineses are geniuses
in food...

we have a saying
anything that can fly despite the plane
anything on the ground that has 4 legs despite the table
everything can be eaten...
we live to eat...

after the meal
i can feel porridge flowing out from my ears and nose...
but all in all
it was a nice meal...