Sunday, December 30, 2007

canon 70-200 IS F4



this is consider one of the lighte3st zoom lens in the L series produced by canon, though it still weigh a freakin 750g
and with it's upgraded IS function, if at low light situation, with a normal 1/250 sec shutter speed, with a switched on IS, i can go down to as low as 1/15 sec and the images will still be as clear!
This is because there is something called a gyro sensor in all IS range lens, it will detect unwanted vibration and sending image into the correct position on the sensor.
since it's running a on USM, its auto focus is superb...and it's not gonna make super loud noises like tamron's lenses...

perfect lens for street photography, wildlife photography...travelling...portrait...omg...i'm like opening another new world of possibilities in photography!
i can't wait....why is no one selling this lens anymore on free trade zone?

and oh....i need another backpack for travelling...and i've decided not to buy lowepro...coz the design is really ugly...and i can't allow myself to carry such a ugly bag around...
so i am left to only one choice...crumpler...but damn expensive...a whickey & cox is a whooping rm650?!!?ok lar...what to do..i have no choice...
hopefully i'll have everything all ready for my bangkok trip may next year...omg!!70-200 for bangkok's street photography!!!no one will stare at me like i'm some kinda freak anymore!!!hooray!!

Thursday, December 27, 2007

am i crippled again?

Monday, December 24, 2007

so......this is christmas?

Saturday, December 22, 2007

wedding...live jazz...work....hdd crashed

after a week of trying to revive my crashed hdd...crying in the bathroom...pulling many strands of my hair out...and with the help of uncle remi...
my pc is finally working!
if i lost all the data inside my pc...i might prolly just jump down from 9th floor and become a ghost in bayu putri...
so that i can haunt people for fun...
anyways...
this lesson taught me...never to download things from the internet
er...but then if i don't download..many people will loose their supply of american series...
okok..what i meant was don't download from sites that has crappy design like bt china...
p/s: thanks for the pull & bear sweater!i really really liked it!this is a spanish fashion brand that carries a whole lotsa sweaters that are like super nice...but the price also very nice...only people like uncle remi will be able to afford it...

nothing much happened the last week...
work...work....work... and work...ar...not forgetting many crying nights coz my hdd crashed...
okok...i'm such a cry baby...i know!
i managed to catch a live performance by juwita suwito on friday night at bangkok jazz
she is yummylicious!!!
er..nono...what i meant was her songs...
seeing her performing live and listening to her cds are like totally different...
with the ambient in bangkok jazz...i can almost feel my ears dripping oil after every song she sang...
she did some of her own songs...some pop songs...some rnb..some rock...
there isn't really a theme for the songs that she performed last night...
it's more to like singing her favourites...and some of mine too!
everything was really nice there...except for the only thing that i really don't understand
why did they put a disco ball in a middle of a jazz bar?
jazz bars are suppose to be dark...with the light concentrating in the middle of the stage...so that everyone can pay attention to the performance..
the disco ball reminds me of the olden days discos in cheras...where people will go there and feng tau...
i really think the interior designer of bangkok jazz deserves a freakin smack in the head...

and oh ya...i attended my creative head's wedding at a restaurant called sassa rossa??ok..i'm not sure of the spelling..but it is something like that...
the wedding was kinda nice...coz i think the restaurant is like super chun...
but as usual...i don't really fancy fusion?italian?french?cuisine...
it all seems like rabbit food to me...
since i am a typical chinaman...i would prefer dai chao like hokkien mee...singapore mee hoon...fried vege...yada yada
but who on earth will serve this sorta food in a posh restaurant like that??
okok...it's my bad...it's not the fault of the restaurant...it's me...
if u like red wine...u would like to attend wedding like this...coz they serve non-stop supply of wine...being the good kid i've always been...i decided not to drink any of those...coz i'm really not a drinker and don't want to end up driving back to segamat instead of my own place in PJ...
the wedding photog my boss hired has this lens of my dreams...70-200 F2.8L IS...which is about rm6.8k for a new one on the market...
but i know i will never buy this lens for wedding...coz if i do..one day after many yars of shooting weddings..i might end up with a right arm bigger than arnold
schwarzenegger...do you know how heavy that piece of metal is?it is almost 3 times the weight of my current camera's body...
ok lar...i am cheapo a bit...i'll buy the 70-200 F4L IS which is 2 times lighter...and easier to carry around...
image quality couldn't be as good as the F2.8 IS...but with my photoshop skills...I CAN DO WONDERS!!!hahahahhahahaha...
ok..enough of self-boosting...i am half way through cleaning my house..and i am talking cock here...i need to go mop the floor now...

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

yasmin ahmad & petronas


Petronas Chinese New Year Ad 2007


Petronas Chinese New Year Ad 2006


Petronas Chinese New Year Ad 2005


Petronas Hari Raya Ad 2007


Petronas Hari Raya Ad 2006


Petronas Hari Raya Ad 2005


Petronas Deepavali Ad 2006


Petronas Deepavali Ad 2000


Petronas Deepavali Ad( don't know which year)
how can u not love yasmin ahmad after all these ads?!
erm...but i think there are a few which is not her work..
but anyways...she rocks!

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

sigh

Sunday, December 09, 2007








i like go kart!!!
woohooo~!

Friday, December 07, 2007

mind blowing orgasm?

can i write something obscene here?????


damn it...it's my blog..i can do anything i want
ok....
*taking deep deep deep deep deep deepppp....breathe
*coz of taking too many deep breathe, struck with hyperoxia and died




I NEED ONE FREAKIN MIND BLOWING ORGASM TO GET ME BACK ON THE ROAD!!!!!!!!!!




ok lar...i was joking...
what the hell was i thinking?
it is 2am in the morning
and i'm like talking cock here
mmmmmmmm
ok...talking cock is what i can do best
let's not take the one thing i really enjoy away from myself
it is friday again!
arghhh...i am working on a full-day's wedding on saturday...so it is like no rest for me...
ok lar..i am looking forward for next weekend to come...hooray!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

christmas is coming!
jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way~
but i won't be around for christmas
because a best friend of mine is getting married on the 25th and i'll have to rush back to segamat from work on christmas eve..
maybe this will be the first time i will be celebrating christmas with my parents!
i should prolly get them something nice to eat...
like a log cake or turkey or something
hmmm...the food won't taste nice after 3 hours of driving back...
or maybe we can have a special mamak christmas eve supper...
that would be something special
too bad there aren't any really nice western restaurant in segamat...
but i guess it's the company that counts...
and actually...i'm pretty excited...coz finally one of my best friend is getting married...
and i'll get to play pranks on the groom
ya know...after all those wedding jobs i've done...
i would consider myself pretty expert on figuring the best way to torture the groom
hohohoho...
this will be fun~

it's weird not spending my christmas with you...
hugs...sorry i had to go back...
hope you'll have a splendid christmas...

p/s : damn it...stupid windows xp is giving me so much problem..bill gates is like so freakin rich...it won't even affect him if i'm using 'ahem' version of xp...why does he needs to be so particular about it!now even installing the new msn messenger requires IE7, which is not a freeware...damn..this is really pissing me off!!maybe i should really consider buying a mac...a mac book pro will be a great birthday present from my parents...since they've never really bought anything for me on my birthday...hohoho..i am going to be a bai gar zai!my money are of better use like a 70-200!i am getting so near to it now and i'm so excited!

Monday, December 03, 2007

bye bye 2007....

i can't believe it it december already!
what have i done through out the entire 2007?
nothing man...u know..nothing!
suddenly...i feel kinda sober...
because i am getting old...yes..i am getting old...
i will soon be a freakin 28 years old piece of crap...
and i still can't see any achievements in my life

ok...maybe i am really not good in what i'm doing now..
i think maybe i should find another career path...
maybe i should be a full time photographer
go around the world and take super chun shots...
so later on in life i can show off to the younger generations...
and say something like... "oh...that place ar...been there..done that"

and later on my dad won't struggle to try to explain what is my occupation
and he can just say...ohh...cameraman lor...
hahahaha..cool~
seriously..do you know everytime people asked about my job
my dad will be like...
"erm...not sure..something to do with art...something to do with the computer..."
and he still can't really get the idea of multimedia designing...
the only thing he knows about computer is solitaire...
ok lar..the game is not bad...i once got so hooked on it...
i spent 90% of my time playing it...the other 10% trying to eat..sleep and shit...
i even try to hook up streamyx for him...
but a bit worried he might surf into those kinda gambling site...
and end up using his credit card to gamble off everything
so the next time when i go back to segamat...
i might find a lelong sign hanging right on the gate...

worst still if he starts surfing porn sites...
OMG...okok...i know is bad to think of my dad this way...
but it's like you'll never know right?
porn sites not only affect your health...
it's a waste of money
and might get infected with viruses..trojans..bugs...whatever shit that will destroy your HDD....
i think maybe if i set up a firewall that prevent him from loggin into these sorta sites..
i wouldn't need to worry every night before i go to sleep...
but then it's like treating him like a small kid...
hmmm....
but it will be really great if he has internet...so i can chat with him in msn during working hours...
haha..or best even if we can web cam...
and he can youtube to watch videos of stupid ministers giving stupid comments like erection of the country....hahaha...what a loser...
and can watch live nba score sheets...

talking about nba...
damn..i think celtics will do well this year lor...
with pierce...garnett and ray allen...
it reminded me of chicago bulls during pippen..jordan and rodman's era...
damn i sure miss those times...
it seems like there are lot of trios in nba now
like kidd, carter and jefferson from new jersey nets...
arenas, butler and jamison from washinton wizards...
nowitzki, howard and terry from dallas mavericks...
duncan, ginobili and parker from san antonio spurs...
nash, stoudemire and marion from phoenix suns...
sigh...no astro at home means no nba...
i think i'm like slowly getting outta touch of the game
i still remember during my high schools days..
i can memorise all the players details without referring to anything...
gees...come to think of it...i was really a freak last time...
i used to try to do stunts iverson or jordan...or penny hardaway did during the game...
and had to cycle like 4km to play basketball underneath the super duper hot sun...
when u have friends and kakis whom are not so uncle yet...
damn..i sure miss those times...
all i worry is about why philadelphia is losing so many games...
and allen iverson is not performing well...

sigh...
i don't wanna grow up can ar?

Sunday, December 02, 2007

HDD CRASHED!OMFG!

wohooo!
my master drive for 6 years finally crashed!
i suspect it was some stupid viruses i've gotten from downloading songs from a chinese site...
damn it...
i had to fork out a freakin rm180 to get a new HDD...
there goes a bit of my fund for the 70-200...

OH MY DEAR PC...
can you just be a good boy for year?
don't gimme any headache or problem within next year can ar?
so i can soon soon lei lei buy my 70-200...
reformatting and reinstalling windows is so mafan
moreover mine is an 'ahem' version...so i won't be getting all the updates...
and i really think i need an antivirus software
the license for all these softwares are counted by year...
so basically you'll have to renew and repay your license every year
and it's about USD30.00 for a year
quite expensive after conversion ler...
no free one meh?

why is this happening to me?
i never download porn ler...
i never do naughty things on my pc also...
why why why?
ok lar...so now i guess i have like almost a terabyte of HDD space...
woohoooo!

Saturday, December 01, 2007

if i should stay
i know i would only be in your way
so i'll go, but i know
i will be thinking of you...every step of the way
i hope life treats you kind
and i hope you have all you've dreamed of
and i wish you joy and happiness
but above all this
i wish you LOVE...

Thursday, November 29, 2007

damn..i need a photography trip
every night
i can hear my camera crying because he is like so not used...
sorry aunty karen (bukan nama sebenar) ...last saturday wasn't a good time because my cousin was visiting me from singapore..
tak kan i bring him along to pulau ketam right...
why you upload so little photos from pulau ketam only ar?
my whole december's weekend is like all packed up..so many weddings..give ang pao until i feel like getting married also so i can get other people's ang pao...
weekend please come...i didn't manage to give puggy a bath last weekend...
so i'll be like spending double the time to make him cleaner this week...it's vacuum time!

damn...i think i really like my new blogskin..just by looking at it makes me feel happy...
you're keeping me sane in all these insanity

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

colbie colbie colbie cailat!

christmas is coming!!!
i've got my christmas tree up and shinning...
and i'm looking for the santa hat of zam...
everyone should go listen to colbie cailat's album
her songs are more of a acoustic kinda genre...very nice to listen to especially when you're in an extremely bad mood and wanting to slaughter someone...her music can calm you down...so tenkiu for saving so many people's life from me by making nice music...
her name is like damn difficult to pronounce...cailat...tell me..how do you pronounce it?when i do..it sounded like some kinda canton vulgar words...
okok..i know i am all screwed up inside...
anyways...it doesn't really matter...
i can just pretend to be like really close to her and call her colbie...
hohoho
the album really rocks...
so i am planning to get the original one...
and i think she looks like jennifer aniston at certain angle....



p/s : she's got a new single out, mistletoe

Sunday, November 25, 2007

i found a piece of my broken heart on the floor this morning
and i don't know how and when did it happened...

Saturday, November 24, 2007

why do i always seem to make the wrong choices...
and putting myself into misery?
am i the problem?or am i not?

Friday, November 23, 2007

the best way to kill your brain...
is to let it think of the same thing over and over and over and over and over again...

mmm...
maybe i am just a loser after all...
a loser in everything...
mmm...
i think i really am a loser...
a loser who can't excel in anything...

p/s : i just realise...a loser like me should just die...so the world can save up more oxygen to people who really needs it...so...can someone just shoot me in my head?

Thursday, November 22, 2007

i kept a song that has been playing in my heart all this time
a song i thought i can never write...
it is hard just trying to make sense of myself....

Sunday, November 18, 2007

i just finished a movie...which i think it's the most disgsting movie i've ever watched
i just feel like puking my lungs..heart...kidneys...small intestine...stomach...bladder...whatever that is inside this pathetic body of my
and for sure..no more chee cheong fun with chili for the entire week before it reminded me of the freakin mutants eating human flesh
the title of the movie is the hills have eyes II, i have never watched the first sequel
so i have no slightest idea what the movie is all about...
if i knew this was gonna be the result...
i might as well just continue playing diablo II
and not be tempted to watch it when samantha passed me the dvd
damn it...
after watching it...i had to actually watch happy feet just to remind me that the world is still beautiful with singing penguins...

ok lar...at least after watching it...
i know that i can never become a cannibal...
god knows what u ate might have not been bathing for months...
*pui pui pui....

Friday, November 16, 2007

ar...
it's been a week...since i last blogged...
this has been a busy week...
it is not only about work...it is also because i started playing diablo II again
thanks to my coligs lor..tempting me with the game everyday...
shit, hopefully history won't repeat itself
i still remember during uni day, i can keep playing and playing till i don't even remember what class i have through out the entire week
games are addictive lor...it's like though u keep telling urself...after this one i will stop
but then there will definitely be more things coming out to make u continue the bloody game until u die of hunger and exhaustion
my highest record is like playing for a week non-stop...and totally forgot about my classes and assignments...it is really a miracle i manage to graduate lor...
i can't even imagine if my dad knows about this...
he'd prolly say i might as well stop studying in mmu and go work in a cybercafe...
hohohoho
i'm such a screwed-up graduand

so tonight i came home...
trying not to on my pc...
and did some house chores...washed the toilet and clothes...
trying to keep myself really busy....
but my sub-conscious is like telling me i still need to kill blood raven and find the bloody scroll
so now i am...playing diablo again..
damn it...sometimes i just hate myself for being so weak lor
so unable to control myself from temptations...
ar...my golem is down...need to summon another one....
woohooo
blood raven just died...

Monday, November 12, 2007

how long do you wanna be loved?
is forever enough?

Sunday, November 11, 2007

sad songs always have a tendency to be played on my poddy whenever i'm feeling down
....................................

oh well
this is life...
and i prolly have another 50 more years to live it...

Thursday, November 08, 2007

sometimes...
life is simpler if we don't have any feelings...

Tuesday, November 06, 2007



我只能低著頭發呆 讓回憶滲透腦袋 漸漸變空白
我把它當作個意外 但內心還想不開 
以為我明白 其實你都還在

我想起了遇見你的時候 想起你眼神中的溫柔
想起了我們第一次牽手 我閉上眼

想起當時你懷裡的顫抖 似乎那麼害怕失去我
然而到後來我什麼都沒有 當你離開的時候

我可以裝作已釋懷 他對我也算關懷 他看不出來
我知道這樣不應該 在他身上找依賴 
算不算是種出賣 因為你一直在

我想起你親吻我的時候 想起你眼神中的沉默
想起了我們平靜地分手 我閉上眼

想起當時你每一個承諾 把你整個心都交給我
然而到後來我什麼都沒有 越是沒有你越是心痛

Friday, November 02, 2007

a mother's journey


Racing barefooted after kicking off her flip-flops, Cyndie pushes her son Derek Madsen, 10, up and down hallways in the UC Davis Medical Center in Sacramento on June 21, 2005, successfully distracting him during the dreaded wait before his bone marrow extraction. Doctors want to determine whether he is eligible for a blood stem cell transplant, his best hope for beating neuroblastoma, a rare childhood cancer, which was diagnosed in November 2004.


Cyndie French, embraces her son, Derek Madsen, 10, on July 25, 2005, after learning Derek needs surgery to remove a cancerous tumor in his abdomen. The emotional impact is taking its toll on her. “How can anyone maintain a nine-to-five job and do this?” she begins to wonder.


Derek Madsen, 10, gets a soothing massage from his mother, Cyndie French, at her Sacramento nail and tanning salon.. "I’m going to do whatever it takes to make him happy, to see him smile." Cyndie says. A single mom of five, Cyndie had to give up her salon at a financial loss to care for her dying son.


Derek playfully taunts his mother as Cyndie tries to coax him down from a wall outside the UC Davis Medical Center in Sacramento on July 27. They are there to admit Derek for cancer surgery the following day.Cyndia, who understands Derek’s emotional meltdown before procedures, spends hours getting him in the door of the hospital.


Shortly after his 11th birthday and Cyndie’s 40th, Derek is comforted by his brother Micah Moffe, 17, left, and mom Cyndie, right, as he gets a tattoo in preparation for radiation therapy on November 30, 2005.. Micah often accompanies Derek to treatments even though his schoolwork suffers.


On February 6, 2006, one of Derek’s cancer doctors recommends Cyndie contact hospice workers. She doesn't tell Derek about the conversation, but retreats behind a closed door at home to cry. "I don't think it's important to tell him," she says. "Why? What for?“ Sensing her sadness, Derek tries to cheer up his mom.


Realizing that Derek may never have an opportunity to get his driver's license, something he's told her he is anticipating, Cyndie French defies the rules and lets him drive up and down their street in West Sacramento. On the same day, Feb. 9, 2006. Cyndie met for the first time with hospice workers, and learns there is little time left for Derek.


Derek is tearful as Cyndie tries to reason with him at the UC Davis Cancer Center on Feb. 14, 2006. She and Dr. William Hall argue that Derek should have a series of radiation treatments to shrink tumors spreading throughout his body and alleviate his pain.. "Derek, you might not make it if you don't do this," Cyndie tells her son. Derek fires back: "I don't care! Take me home. I'm done, Mom. Are you listening to me? I'm done."


Cyndie always tries to have something at hand to take the sting out of her son, Derek's doctor appointments. On March 8 after undergoing radiation treatment, they make the most of a dollar can of Silly String - and Cyndie then meticulously cleans up every bit of the stuff from the ground.Cyndie is a big fan of the Dollar Store.


Cyndie consoles her best friend, Kelly Whysong, left, on April 24, 2006, Fearing Derek's time is near, Cyndie wrote a letter to Derek about how brave he's been during his battle with cancer. She reads it to her youngest son repeatedly, hoping he can still understand.


After placing a flower beside her son’s head, a sobbing Cyndie drops to the floor on April 25, as her best friend, Kelly Whysong, left, and another friend, Nick Rocha, comfort her. Derek is too weak to acknowledge his mother’s presence as she keeps a 24-hour vigil by his bed.


Derek has a final burst of energy after days of Cyndie keeping vigil at his bedside. She helps her anguished son walk on April 26. A cancerous tumor has distended Derek's stomach so far that his pants no longer fit. Another tumor in his brain impairs his eyesight making navigation difficult inside their rental home.


Derek refuses to take pain medications because he fears further damage to his organs. He rages at his mother on April 28, blaming her for not making him healthier. "You have to calm down and help me help you," Cyndie says.


On May 1, after days of little sleep while caring for Derek, Cyndie confronts longtime family friend “grandpa” Patrick Degnan, about whether he'll be able to help with rent and funeral expenses as Derek is caught in the middle. Cyndie hopes to set up a non-profit organization so families don't have to endure the same financial struggle and chaos they have experienced. “I just wish that some of the percentage of money that goes to cancer research can be diverted to families going through this because many people will never benefit from the research,” says Cyndie.


Derek kisses his mom at the Relay for Life benefit, as his 6-year-old sister, Brianna, stands by. Wanting to contribute something to the cause and to “give back,.” Cyndie recruited volunteers for the benefit. Before the race, Cyndie speaks to the crowd about her pride in her son’s bravery during his battle with cancer.


Cyndie holds Derek on May 8. He is on medication that hinders his speech and keeps him awake at night. Except for a few minutes while hospice nurses are with him, Cyndie spends nearly every moment of the day at his side.."I was exhausted beyond belief but I had to do this. He would call my name and always expects me to be there," Cyndie said.


In an effort to get Derek outside, Cyndie wheels him through the front door passing by artwork and cards given to her son by classmates at Bridgeway Island Elementary School. “Just like a newborn, he needs to get out and get some air,” she says. It was his last trip outdoors.


Cyndie French fights her emotions May 10, as she prepares to flush out Derek's catheter with saline solution before hospice nurse Sue Kirkpatrick, left, administers a sedative that will give the 11-year-old a peaceful death. "I know in my heart I've done everything I can," Cyndie says.


Cyndie rocks her dying son as the song, "Because We Believe," plays on a cd. She sings along with Andrea Bocelli in a whispery voice. “Once in every life/There comes a time/We walk out all alone/And into the light…” From left, family friends Ashley Berger, Amy Morgan and Kelly Whysong offer comfort as Cyndie tells Derek, "It's OK, baby. I love you, little man. I love you, brave boy. I love you. I love you.“ Derek died soon after in his mother’s arms on May 10, 2006.


Cyndie leads Derek's casket to burial with assistance from her sons Anthony Moffe, foreground, Micah Moffe, opposite him, and Vincent Morris, who is not visible, as well as several friends. "I will forever carry your memory in my heart and remind others to give of their time, energy and support to other families like ours," Cyndie says at the funeral. Derek was buried in Mount Vernon Memorial Park in Fair Oaks, California, on May 19, 2006.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

hooray!
the weekend is coming!
after i've started working in arachnid, time really flies...........................
ei.....is not a freakin metaphor ok...TIME REALLY FLIES!!!
anyways...after like 5 months of absence...i am finally watching a movie!!OMG OMG OMG
can you believe that the last movie i watched was transformers?
i feel so outdated...and outdated makes me feel inferior...

so....
i was very kiasu today and took my lunchtime to go all the way to one u to get the tics...
still not really sure what the movie is all about
but since there is like michelle pfeiffer and claire danes * spells HOTNESS....
the movie will definitely be nice...
gandalf is in it too...so no worries...
more about the movie click here
i am so excited now...coz i am going to the cinema tomorrow...woohooooo~!

and i'm gonna watch 30 days of nights
i like vampires...and always thought that i will make one helluva yao yeng vampire...
remember van helsing?the count dracula is like my idol lor...
the way he speaks...can fly some more...
if i'm a vampire i can fly to work...
save petrol and avoid jam...damn it..so nice...

ok lar...
i am talking cock again...
i am going to take my bath...
yeah!
1st post of november...
it doesn't mean anything though...since i'm waiting for all the food to digest in the stomach before i go to sleep...
might as well just scribble something here

i've been thinking so much lately...
way too much of what i usually do...
and the conclusion i have after all those thoughts are......
don't think so much and just live your life the way u want...
just talk cock sing song ( damn! i like this )

did i ever mentioned when i was in high school...or maybe primary...
i've always wanted to be a rapper!
there..........like p diddy ( what a stupid name ), jay z, mike shinoda, bone thugs, tupac
this is like a dream that will never come true coz i can't even construct a proper sentence...
so the best i should do is just talk cock sing song ! ( damn! i really like this! thx jook )

aunty karen ( bukan nama sebenar ) has decided not to buy her camera coz she needed the money to go to laos...so no more pulau ketam trip this coming saturday....ok lar...can sleep till noon...
wei..go laos also need chun camera to take chun pictures u know......
if keep on dragging like that u'll prolly end up buying canon 500D...which will be launched during mid 2010 ( konon )

liew's pc is infected with some stupid viruses that's trying to infect my pc too by sending image files through msn with messages like dude....bla bla bla bla...
she'll never call me dude lar....such stupid viruses....
no wonder they fail to conquer the world....
losers....

ok lar...i'm going to sleep liao
before i write more nonsense...

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

i've been having these freakin horizontal lines across my monitor screen for almost a week
and i've been suspecting it's either the graphic card or the monitor's problem...
there goes my money again
whenever i manage to save up a little bit more of money to make my back account not so pathetic looking
something bad will definitely destroy my plan lor

like for now...my segamat's monitor is having some ugly weird green lines across it
my kl pc's graphic card is gone...
my puggy needs to change absorbers, headlights and a new speedometer...
i daren't even start counting how much will i need to settle all these...
there goes all my hard earned cash....
damn it

i have to look for something valuable of mine that can be sold
which is ermmm.....ermmm....ermmmmm....ermmmmmmmmmmmm.......
damn it...
NOTHING...
and there goes my fund to buy the 70-200 L f4
sob sob...
i really need it before making the trip to bangkok lor...
am i eligible to take personal loans from banks ar?
ar...
maybe i should sell one kidney of mine...
since we only need one to survive hor..............................

* slaps own face...such stupid idea...

p/s : i haven't even bought my phone yet......

Sunday, October 28, 2007

i spent 4 freakin hours washing...claying...waxing and polishing my car yesterday
on the way up to KL today...it rained...
so there goes my 4 hours of blood and sweat effort...
i hate raining lor...at least u can rain after i reach KL and park my car inside the carpark mah...
this morning i woke up with 2 sore arms...i can hardly even raise my arm to scrub my back...

sigh....why does it always rain on me?

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

wedding songs choices

wedding songs choices

michael buble - everything
martina mcbridge - my valentine
blue - best in me

jennifer hudson -
love you i do ( bride dedicate to groom )
n'sync - this i promise you
98 degrees - i do (cherish you)
nat king cole - unforgettable
savage garden - knew i loved you ( ok lar..lyrics bit funny... )
celine dion - because you loved me
eric clapton - wonderful tonight
michael buble - it had to be you
frank sinatra - fly me to the moon
colin raye - in this life
lifehouse - you & me
jack johnson - better together

i personally think that wedding songs must be like... chosen really well lor...suit the mood lor
there are some weddings i've been to were blasting those house/techno music that i hated the most
OMG....the 'dong chik dong chik' of the music can instantly shut down my mood for artistic and nice shots....
sometimes i wonder what was on their minds...
for heaven's sake...this is a wedding lor...not those cheapo feng tao disco ok....
and i pity the old folks there...
tell me....when you are that age...like maybe 80 plus...tell me how can u stand this kinda music?
you heartbeat's rate will prolly go along with the music's bass...then make old people breathless..not very good you know...
these are just my personal experiences...since i've been to like erm....countless weddings...i think now just by closing my eyes...i can imagine well the flow of a wedding in my mind...

damn...what's wrong with me...why do i keep on writing about weddings?

Sunday, October 21, 2007

i want to plan a perfect wedding
and take the nicest pictures anyone could ever take
sigh~
but both my brothers are married
ok...who is my next best friend that is getting married?
faster grab me while i'm still offering it for free...
hehehe

p/s: OMG!!Sara and Grissom is getting married!!!!!

Saturday, October 20, 2007

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ( in a girlie manner )
THUNDER!!!
* runs and hide underneath my computer table

Friday, October 19, 2007

uncle remi has been complaining that my blogskin doesn't even smell designer...
so i guess it means that i'll have to revamp it...
sigh~
so tough...maybe i was never meant to be a designer after all

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

i thought of you when i heard this song on my poddy...
it reminded me of so many things that i thought i've long forgotten
i missed u...coz you weren't there to watch me grow up...
and i wasn't able to get to know more about you...
i remember during my younger days, i was often angry of you, and wonder how could u have left us without even thinking of the consequences
how could you have done it alone without letting the rest of the family know?
i can hardly remember how u looked like...i hardly even know you...the only memory i have of u is through the bits and pieces from dad and bros
i hate to admit it...but i really do miss u...
since you've been gone 22 years ago...


Friday, October 12, 2007

sony bravia colors









colors colors and colors!
ain't life wonderful~

hari raya is around the corner...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to everyone who's celebrating it...
and for people like me...it's holiday for a great break~

Thursday, October 11, 2007

starcraft II

i know i'm like a little outdated,coz i only manage to check out the teaser from starcraft II today, ok lar...maybe not a little...it's like super outdated lar
but seriously, it's been like 10 years since starcraft : brood war was released, and i've completed the game like don't know how many times...with cheat or without cheat...
finally...they are releasing starcraft II, hooray~!!

cant' wait man...it'll be even better if it's released during chinese new year...so i can just stay at home and finish the game...

from what i can remember, i've started using terrain when i first laid my hands on starcraft...then zerg and protoss...the best is to have plenty of carriers from protoss to attack the enemy...it can only happen when you're using cheat lor...coz it will cost a lot to have a carrier

i miss my days of missing classes to play starcraft on LAN, those were the zombie moments in my life, because i will stay awake all night just to kill someone online, the story of stracraft is complicated and basically, i don't care much about it...i am a big fan for the game...not the story...moreover...my england is not powderful at all, so it will be rather painful for me to go through all the texts of the story lor...and the names of the characters are like damn difficult to pronounce, so i think it's better for me to be a simple person and just play the game will do...

I CAN'T WAIT!!!!
teaser below

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

facebook

now..the new in thing is facebook...
i think later on...when people meet up with their friends...they will prolly not say HI anymore, instead, it will be like "what is your facebook ar?"

i don't understand why are people so crazy over it...ok lar...maybe i'm just too dumb for it, i tell you, there are like 2 million applications in it, and i think i only know how to play ilike...okok, it's pathetic lar, i agree...but what to do..my mind is to slow to adapt to new things mah~somemore i'm working in an interactive agency...if my boss knows...i sure kena kick out lor...

if you let me choose, i still prefer friendster over facebook, it's simpler lor, and for noobs and idiots like me...friendster is already complicated enough...okok..i know i'm like really stupid lar...
even my brother got facebook...walao...maybe i should register one for dad and one for mom...and one for zam and one for wewe...one for my puggy...etc etc etc....

" Ei, what is your facebook ar? "

Sunday, October 07, 2007

malaysia responsible dog ownership day 2007, central park BU



















doggies day! wohooo~~~!
I WANT A SIBERIAN HUSKY!!!
but i don't think i can afford to have a dog now...
i have to feed myself first...before feeding my doggy...and also i need to feed my puggy first...
sigh~staying alive is so tough lor...

Saturday, October 06, 2007

i'm sorry
i could have saved you...

Friday, October 05, 2007

csi, csi miami, csi new york, heroes, desperate housewives, ghost whisperer....

finally...after like a freakin 4 or 5 months of waiting...
all my favourite series are back and kicking...
csi, csi miami, csi new york, desperate housewives, heroes, ghost whisperer...etc etc etc, now all i have to do is download, download and download....
the good thing is...ever since i've gotten myself the new PSU
i don't need to be sitting underneath my table trying to startup my PC for like an hour...
i know it is pathetic...but i just can't help it...i thought my precious PC would prolly be able to last for another few months until i get enough money to buy a super good PSU...
but since it's acting like a spoilt brat...so he will have to deal with a cheaper PSU...serve him right!!!
gees...i think i'm a little outta my mind..it's just a freakin' PSU...

anyways...i am still up and doing storyboard for RINDU...i can't draw lar...asking me to draw is like asking my dad to design using photoshop....it is almost impossible lor...
i miss my bed...and the weather is so warm...walao

p/s : happy birthday dor...may you always be blessed with great joy and happiness

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

i am suppose to scribble something here
but this window has been open for the past 30 minutes...
and it is still empty...

all i can think about now is condom...and spaceman
both seems really irrelevant to each other...but... it is in a way
while we were having internal today
i felt the sudden urge of wanting to ask the bosses ( the male ones )
what makes them decide which brand of condom to use...
i am curious lor...since i don't get to use it...
okok..i meant the usual way...
i should have ask lor...now the question is like lingering in my mind non stop...

p/s : your big day is coming...and i am so excited about it~
pp/s : ok...my pc is laggin like hell after i open illustrator, photoshop and flash simultaneously, time to upgrade....but where to get money?sob sob...*slaps own face...i'm so useless...no money...no fame...but the lucky thing is that life is fair...i have u...to compensate all the other things that i don't have...hooray~!erm...this pp/s like got a little bit too long...

beyonce cancels Kuala Lumpur concert

one day, maybe all the female artists who wants to have a concert in Malaysia will have to put on a tudung
OMG...imagine rihanna singing umbrella with a tudung over her!!!
and missy elliot raping with a tudung!!!
*faint....

i think all these muslim students and muslim activists have nothing better to do...if you don't like the way the artist dress and perform, don't go to the freakin concert...
so now, beyonce canceled her concert in Malaysia and decided to make it in Indonesia, which is also a Islamic country...so why other people don't mind, and these people in Malaysia have to make a big fuss over it?
if you think by looking at beyonce wearing revealing clothes performing during the concert can make your people sin and corrupt their minds...i think it's pretty obvious that the problems are not from beyonce...maybe it's because the minds of your kind are already twisted...

gees...my dad will be really disappointed lor
now the concert is canceled
i was thinking of buying him the tickets to surprise him....

ar...really...i'm not outta my mind....
i forgot to mention...my dad is a really big fan of beyonce...!
more insights...click here

Monday, October 01, 2007

rindu oh rindu

i can't believe that they are actually asking me to handle this...
RINDU...a new condom brand which will soon hit the market...
it's targeted at young married malay couples...
damn it..
do i look like someone who uses a condom??

ok...
even if i were to use one..i'm not a malay...how on earth will i understand what they want??
i think my boss is just trying to punish me lor...because i don't stay late after work...everyday at 7pm sharp, ok...maybe not sharp...but i will usually try to leave office before 8pm...so now karma is back...and i'm stuck with a condom...errrr...maybe not one...i'm stuck with like a tons of condoms...

to me...condoms are just like balloons, we used to blow it and give it to a friend on his or her birthday...so when it comes to condoms...as far as i am concern, it is just a slimy balloon with no colors.

can someone just save me?

Sunday, September 30, 2007

bmw x6 & ferrari f430 scuderia

cars cars cars...
cameras cameras cameras...
computer computers computers...
yeah...it's my life~!
wohoo~~~

ok..stop being crazy....today's weather is hot like hell...
now i'm like having sauna in my own living room
damn it...i cannot use air con..because it's not enviromental friendly...
the weather nowadays is going crazy...because nobody is recycling or trying to save energy...
one day earth is just going to explode...and everyone will die~

anyways
during the frankfurt motorshow 2007
bmw released its new bmw x6 which is a cross SUV
which is also the first hybrid from BMW
p/s : do you know that porsche was the first automobiole manufacturer to come out with hybrid cars?
the x6 is like a JLO version of BMW...look at its big butt!
it will prolly be roll out during 2009, and as usual, there will be a non-hybrid version of it...







i think it looks so much like a sports SUV instead...

usually...every year, the frankfurt motorshow is like the best, those big automobile manufacturers will aim to release new models, new concept cars, new technology...yada yada...
so this year, the x6 definitely grabbed my attention
ferrrari also released the f430 scuderia
ok lar...i never really liked ferraris, because i know it's a car i will never be able to afford it
maybe later on i can afford the rims...or the bonnet cover..
but this ferrari is different
this is a ferrari that my fav. F1 driver miki shumical( i cnat speel) helped to develop
basically, it's the same family as the f430 and the f430 spider, which runs on a v8 engine...
acceleration from 0-100km/h is less than 3.6s!!!
it has a v8 510hp 4308cc engine..............................................ok,you can close your mouth now
max speed is 320km/h, si=o i think hor..this car cannot be driven in malaysia...because you will definitely get so many summons until your jaws drop~but come to think of it, if you can afford to buy a car like this, you prolly won't mind paying those summons...or maybe this car is like so fast..the speed limit detector will not be able to catch it...the car will prolly just flash through and the police will prolly be like "ape tu?"

erm...
when it comes to design, i personally like the f430 spider better...though i can't really see much difference between these 3 cars...they look almost identical in the front...the back got cahnges here and there a bit...




f430





f430 spider





f430 scuderia

the three cars looked really alike, just a little tweaking of the outlook...
but i still like the spider better...maybe because it's a convertible
ok lar..next time got money i should fly to frankfurt for the car show...and take super nice shots back to sell...
wohoo~!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

iphone & ipod touch to malaysia

ok...since i always thought that i am an apple fan, even though the only thing i have from apple is a 2 years old ipod video, but as apple has always spam me with all the product newsletters, thus i tend to be very aware of any new gadgets from them...

so .... from the oh so great iphone to the recently launched ipod touch

they are like screaming to me in the online ads that i've come across...

BUY ME BUY ME!

i know is hightime for me to change my handphone
it is old...full of problem and not very posh

for those who doesn't know..i'm still using a almost 5 years old nokia 3300, and i have been hunting for a new handphone since god knows when


after making a historical entry to the world...
i think probably there are like millions of websites and blogs writing reviews about the iphone and ipod touch

basically, all of these doesn't really affect me much as i am an apple fan, i will buy it because it's cool and sleek even though i know that there are plenty of music players and handphones out there which are way better and way cheaper...
and this is why also that i'm driving a puggy 206, despite its high fuel consumption and maintenance that i have to willingly pay every month

anyways, this is about ipod touch and iphone...
as iphone being one of the most hyped gadget ever realeased...
it too made a great impact on me...
just like love at first sight...
i am sure that if i strike a lottery now
they will be the first 2 things that i will lay my hands on, but since it will only happen in my dreams, it is better that i just figure out how to save or earn money to get them
there are some people selling it on local forums, which it doesn't cost like a bomb as i thought, after the conversion it only goes about rm2500
ok lar...quite expensive actually...with another 1k more, my 70-200 ISF4 will be within reach...

the easier way is..i can be a total loser and just get the money from dad for the iphone, which i believe that he will willingly pay for it...but damn it...i'm trying to live on my own without relying on anyone...especially my dad and my brother...so i will start chanting now...
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER
I SHALL NOT TAKE MONEY FROM MY DAD & BROTHER

for more iphone poison, click here
and for more ipod touch poison, click here

why malaysia got so many kinda credit cards?

i am planning to apply for another credit card
looking at so many banks offering so many kinda credit cards
as usual
my little simple mind started to mess around with itself again~

anyways
what i have in mind now is alliancebank with ikea's friends credit card
and citibank with airasia everyone can fly's card
it would be great if i can get something that has waiver for a lifetime
but as far as i know...
only the UOB One card has something like this
it's like if you have at least 6 transactions per year for the card
you will get the annual waiver
you can even redeem cash rebates while buying things...
the card has like a partnership with a list of merchants that offer cash rebates if you spend an amount of money there

okok...
gees...
i'm getting a little more messed up now...
let me sort out my priorities

firstly..
i like the ikea friend's card is because you get to enjoy lotsa benefits
if you plan to buy lotsa furniture from ikea...
it will come in really handy once i've gotten my new place
with the interest free payment plan...
at least i get to buy more furnitures without having to pay up a lump sum one time...
and while buying from ikea
you get to collect friends points which later on you can use it to redeem vouchers for ikea's products...
even better~!
what interests me is because it comes with a 5 year's waiver too...
so maybe 5 years later i can just cancel the card...
wohooo~

ok lar...
the airasia's card also like not bad
get to earn points and get discounts if you're planning to fly every year
which is something that i'm planning to do...
what's best is the points never expire~
but i have to pay a RM70 waiver every year lor...
not very attractive like that

i am not kiam siap or stingy
but just trying to get the best deal...
since i hardly use my credit cards
it is basically just for petrol and emergencies...
Malaysia's banks have like tons of different kinda cards
it can really mess someone like me up just by trying to figure out which is the best one
i am currently holding a hsbc classic visa which is my own
and a supplementary card from my dad
every month
i will have to call up my dad to ask him how much i've spent on each card
because i never seem to be able to keep track of it!!
can't imagine myself with more than 2 cards
so what i've decided to do it
since my waiver for hsbc's card will end this december
i will just get it canceled while hunting for another new card
hooray~
so in the meantime...i can still hang on to dad's card for emergencies...
but which card should i apply ar....

Sunday, September 23, 2007

why can't you just freakin' leave me alone...
and let me get on with my pathetic life?

Thursday, September 20, 2007

why is my blogger always dead at night?

weddings last weekend!

the couple was fabian & louise, kok sing & yen yin

i never did like 2 weddings together within a weekend

and did i mention i was sick with fever and flu
i swore to myself

that i will never ever do this again
no matter how broke i am anymore...
now i have tons of images to pp...

kok sing & yen yin in their humble toyota camry


louise and fabian in their sickly modded 530i with m5 bodykit

i am going to bangkok next may!
hooray...thanks airasia
now I can fly!
shuk say should bring more money if it happened to be on a weekend
coz chatuchak will suck u dry....
but i'll be going there for pictures...
not shopping....
okay...maybe buying some t-shirt for myself is a good idea
sometimes i just don't know what to wear to work
you will understand what i mean when you look at my pathetic wardrobe

why are branded handbags all so expensive?
got people actually pay a few grands to buy one?
siao lor~

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

ya..i am pathetic...
so very pathetic

Friday, September 14, 2007

i've experienced a fever so high
i snapped in the middle of it...
and thought i was going to die...
silly ain't i?

i hope this fever will go away soon
i have wedding assignments this weekend!!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

i am a lazy.. rude.. obnoxious.. barbaric.. moronic.. idiotic.. stupid & brainless bastard, brat, loser or whatever you wanna call it but i am happy for the way i am...

anyways
i saw a bentley continental gt
and got really excited about it
after all...how often do you come across a car like this?
i for one...this is the first time i've ever seen it!
according to my collegue chee heng, the owner has like a 7 series, a new s class...etc etc...so rich~

the car is a ferocious beast
552bhp, top speed 315km/h, from naught to 100km/h in just 4.8sec
6 liters engine in W, with 4 banks of 3 cylinders
i can't even imagine the feeling of driving it on the road...
a review in topgear by the famous jeremy clarkson