erahtkdi cnat speel

i know...
but i am hoping that there might be a miracle
even though i don't really believe in it...
which reminds me that there isn't a lot of other things i believed in
maybe this is the way life's supposed to be
when you thought that life couldn't be any greater than this
there will definitely be some things that will wipe you off solid ground
and because you can't do anything about it
you start to despise yourself...
and wish you could rip yourself apart...

i think i am really lost now
but...
i don't think i wanna be found...