erection year

it is erection year this year...
oops..i mean election...
local newspapers are dominated with all the election news all around the world...

here in malaysia...
no matter where u go...
u can see blue, red, green and yellow flags waving at your face...
since i have conveniently forgotten to register myself...
thus i am not eligible to vote...

anyways...i know i should be at least a lil sensitive over the political issues in malaysia
but i really can't pull myself to read about the dirty tricks those politicians played...
the only thing i care about is whether hillary will be winning over obama or not
oops...okok...
you must be thinking why the hell do i care about what's going on in the US...
but anyways..whoever wins...it may affect me in some ways...
but there is nothing i can do to change it...
unless i get involve in politics myself...
which is very unlikely to happen...

even during grandad's prayers back on sunday...
everyone was talking about the coming election...
i mean...HELLO guys...our focus today is grandad
not the whoever fucking politicians y'all like or dislike...
whatever y'all say won't help...
if you really think you can make a change...
go get involve in it!

gees...i know i know
i've been a really angry person lately...
and i don't know why...
it shouldn't be hormones
i'm too young for menopause
and too old for second growth...

i am just not happy about a lot of things...
i know i should just get my lazy ass up and do something about it...
but but...what can i do?
i feel like i'm wasting my time doing the things that i'm doing now...
gosh...
why am i being so emo?
i am not an emo person...
i was never an emo person...
ok...
maybe i should just drowned myself wth more nat king cole and frank sinatra...
they always make me feel happy and filled with hope...

i am saving my ass up for 8k...is there any faster way to get it?