hoorayy~~~~
after so many sleepless nights...
agonizing waiting...
puking my intestines out everytime i hear the word TOJ and tribe launch...
feeling totally worthless and useless...
cursing whomever is in charge at client's side...
sleeping disorder...
hearing the same song over and over again in my sleep...
seeing the same silhouette animations over and over again...

it's finally up!
i can smell FREEDOM!
i can feel my life is coming back again~
ok...here..
i would like to thank....
uncle remi...coz u're a god of programming
syam...u are the goddess of defense by taking all bullets from client
za...u rock by entertaining us with corny jokes
jook...repetition is not the mother of success...but it doesn't apply to u...instead it applies to JAM
karen koay...for providing all the free food...thanks for making us fat
annie...for being so soft spoken and sometimes we can't hear your complaints...talk louder ler...
special thanks to karen wong and uncle tay...thanks for helping us out when me and za can't do anything about it..coz we're not programmers....
....
why am i giving a speech?
ok..nevermind...
though it has not really ended...
there will be more bug fixing and phase II
but at least we've already put the site up!!
so that really deserves a good time celebrating it!

*throws confetti~~
wohooo~~

i am going to genting this weekend!!
for the genting international jazz festival~~!
wohoooo!

sluggish...

this is my lil cousin...
er...
wait...
i think he is my nephew...
anyways
this boy is a rascal...
very naughty

i am seriously considering of switching to maxis or celcom broadband
goodness
streamyx is a piece of shit!
and moreover..
i am choosing this time to upload photos to fotologue...
it takes forever to even load the album cover...

i think i wanna go zoo next month...
since don't have 70-200
can use uncle remi's 90-300 for the time being...
i think i can take better pics now compared to the ones i took last time...
can't wait for bangkok trip...
can't wait can't wait
i am gonna spend one whole day at the streets taking street shots...
then check out my fav muay thai...
and eat nice and yummy tom yam...
hmmm...
i think that basically sums up my purpose to bangkok...
and oh ya
definitely wanna cruise around the streets in tuk-tuks
i will ask the driver to drive faster...
hohoho

*do you know chinese sensei uses leech to cure certain diseases?
it is believe that they can suck out the toxins in your blood...ok..i know it's disgusting...but it's true! so basically what they do is stick those fellas on your arms...legs...stomach...face...or wherever needed..then those bloodsuckers will suck till they drop...hmm..they really suck till they drop! but of coz u can apply some lime juice..or salt...or vinegar to make them drop faster...

i am so glad that things are finally wrapping up! wohooo~!
just one last lap to go!
EARTHKID!!YOU CAN DO IT!!
wohooo~!
uncle remi rocks!
jook rocks!
hamyu rocks!
syam rocks!
za rocks!
tribe and toj team rocks!
i rock a lil' too!
and thanks for the support!
you rock too!

*claps claps claps
* blinds coming down....

i just had my dinner like a while ago...
yummiest tomyam from vichudda
okie...maybe uncle remi will disagree on this...
but it's still one of my fav.
abit on the pricey side though if compare to mamak standard

and oh ya...
i can't wait to give puggy a proper wax, polish and bath this weekend
i'm so sorry puggy
i am such a useless fella...
i've been neglecting u for the past one month...
but i promise i will make it up to u...
ok?
*hugs puggy tight tight

hmmm why do i suddenly sound like a girl? shikes... goosebumps all over me now...

ohhh...
before i forget...
it was mom's birthday like half an hour ago...
so...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!
YOU ROCK!

(caption:YAY!I ROCK!)
a not so glamour pic of my mom
i miss your bitter gourd soup...

right now...
rest is all i need...
crying is uncalled for
ineffective...futile...worthless...

what a berserk month...
physically and emotionally drained
feeling...weak...can't...walk...talk...pro..perly...
need...to...find..ways...to...repleni..sh...my...selffff....
*crash down on floor and never move again

where is my freedom?????!!!!
FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (must take right arm up like mel gibson in braveheart)

ok..stop the nonsense...
here are more of colbie caillat

colbie caillat @ laundry, the curve

more to come...

you should just let me know how you feel
rather than just leaving me here trying to play the guessing game
i was never good in it and i never will be....

there's a job opening at Digital Commerce (M) Sdn Bhd for Senior Interactive Web Designer
y'all can send your resume to jeremy@e-business.com.my

click here for more info and do check out their website and portfolio
met jeremy in person...seems to be a really polite and nice guy...they've moved their office to the new building beside Dataran Glomac at Kelana Jaya

their address is E213, Kelana Parkview, No 1, Jalan SS6/2, Kelana Jaya

i wish that bastard who has gotten me into this agonizing pain will die a horrible death...
something like...
- choke and die while eating a tofu
- leg stuck in toilet bowl and get flushed down
- the lift malfunction and drop from 10th floor with him inside of it
- lao sai until die
- drink water and choke...water went into lungs and die of drowning
etc etc etc...

i am suppose to see my doctor today...
but i must've thought i was some kinda big shot and don't need to make an appointment
the nurse was really kind and she told me the doctor will be free next week...
and i should make my appointment for next weekend...
so..there goes my money...
this is one of the reasons why i don't like to go to specialist...
u go in...
they just touch touch your back..
talk to u a while... then give u some medicine...
and they'll charge u more than rm200!!!
omfg!
i wanna be a specialist also!

ok..
back to my back...
somehow..i miss those times when i was young and my back was strong
i feel i can carry the whole world on me...

ok..
abit exaggerating

i remember the doctor telling me "it's really a lucky thing that this accident happened when you are young, or else you might never recover from it...."
where got?he bluffed me...why is the pain still coming back???!!
i hate that doctor lor..simply say and make me happy only...

i need to start drinking milk... and eat a lot of fruits...
and i need to start working out too...
gees...
where is my healthy lifestyle?
here are my six packs??ok..this one still ok since i never had it...
where is my life????!!

shikes...
this is my longest post ever...
as in not the longest in words or paragraphs...
instead it took the longest time to write it...
i started out writing since this morning...at bout 11 plus...
and it's almost 7pm now..
and i haven't even figure out something to end it...
i don't even remember what i was talking about also...

and arrr... something to lighten up the day a bit
my creative head told me that the coke client liked the idea we came out well...
not as in i really thought of it for serious...
it was like one of those silly things u thought about when someone's telling their ideas...
okok..
i know i have a dirty mind and my mind only revolves around karma sutra and sex and porn and dirty jokes...
i think the presentation team must've did well presenting the idea too for coke to buy it...
for one i know...
if i were to present...even a kancil award winning's idea will sound like crap
damn...
sometimes i wish i can do more than just talk cock and sing song...

ok...it's almost 9pm now...
and i am still writing this post~
omfg!!!
burp..
just had the yummiest chicken rice ever
very full and lazy to move now...
i don't wanna look at tribe or toj now...
i just wanna lie down and do nothing...
where is my freedom?
sob~

p/s:

i found a photo i like a lot

there are times i wished i could turn back
so that i can get to know you better
at least you won't seem like some passerby in my life...
no matter how perfect my life is now...
somethings are just irreplaceable...
i've not thought of you for quite sometime....
but lately...you keep coming back into my dreams
which sometimes...
you're not even there...all i can feel is your presence...
but i don't remember how you looked like anymore
the only thing real about you is
the clustering tears at the corner of my eyes when i wake up
i wish i could believe in heaven or hell
at least i will know that we might meet again one day...
at least the death of any of my loved ones won't be something i fear each and everyday
at least...i know when i leave...you'll be waiting for me on the other side....

sometimes...
it is just too late to let someone know you love them

my momma always say...
life is like a box of chocolate
you'll never know whatcha gonna get....

i wish my momma would have the chance to say this to me...

i think when my mom was carrying me in her tummy
she'd probably thought that i would be an angel...
look how i turned out to be a horrible monster now....

erection year

it is erection year this year...
oops..i mean election...
local newspapers are dominated with all the election news all around the world...

here in malaysia...
no matter where u go...
u can see blue, red, green and yellow flags waving at your face...
since i have conveniently forgotten to register myself...
thus i am not eligible to vote...

anyways...i know i should be at least a lil sensitive over the political issues in malaysia
but i really can't pull myself to read about the dirty tricks those politicians played...
the only thing i care about is whether hillary will be winning over obama or not
oops...okok...
you must be thinking why the hell do i care about what's going on in the US...
but anyways..whoever wins...it may affect me in some ways...
but there is nothing i can do to change it...
unless i get involve in politics myself...
which is very unlikely to happen...

even during grandad's prayers back on sunday...
everyone was talking about the coming election...
i mean...HELLO guys...our focus today is grandad
not the whoever fucking politicians y'all like or dislike...
whatever y'all say won't help...
if you really think you can make a change...
go get involve in it!

gees...i know i know
i've been a really angry person lately...
and i don't know why...
it shouldn't be hormones
i'm too young for menopause
and too old for second growth...

i am just not happy about a lot of things...
i know i should just get my lazy ass up and do something about it...
but but...what can i do?
i feel like i'm wasting my time doing the things that i'm doing now...
gosh...
why am i being so emo?
i am not an emo person...
i was never an emo person...
ok...
maybe i should just drowned myself wth more nat king cole and frank sinatra...
they always make me feel happy and filled with hope...

i am saving my ass up for 8k...is there any faster way to get it?

The New Facelifted Citroen C5

this is the old citroen C5..i used to think that it's a stunning beauty
but after looking at the new C5, i had to take back my words
and i think now the old C5 looks like some cars from the 1950s

check out this french beauty~~

7 inch LCD display for controlling audio functions, satellite navigation and GSM phones


look at the dashboard....OMG...such a beauty...this is what i call chun...
compared to toyota's dashboard..my god..is like beauty & the beast lor~
the japanese have no sense of beauty at all








18inch atlantic allow wheels








(photos are taken from paultan.org)

i have always loved the french's cars..
for no particular reason though
first it was the peugeot 206 and peugeot 307 now..
i fell in love with the new facelifted citroen C5 (though it's not exactly a french car, it was german made, then bought over by peugeot)
it is on sales now in UK

launched with 2 petrols engines and 4 HDi turbodiesel engines
1. 127HP 1.8 liter (petrol)
2. 143 HP 2.0 liter (petrol)
3. 1.6 HDi 110 (diesel) 4. 2.0 HDi 138 (diesel)
5. 2.2 liter twinturbo HDi 173 (diesel)
6. 2.7 liter twinturbo VGT HDi V6 208 (diesel)
all the HDi are fitted with Diesel Particulate Filter System

some of the ads for this beauty....
it is so beautiful i am drooling everytime i look at it!