erahtkdi cnat speel

i thought of you when i heard this song on my poddy...
it reminded me of so many things that i thought i've long forgotten
i missed u...coz you weren't there to watch me grow up...
and i wasn't able to get to know more about you...
i remember during my younger days, i was often angry of you, and wonder how could u have left us without even thinking of the consequences
how could you have done it alone without letting the rest of the family know?
i can hardly remember how u looked like...i hardly even know you...the only memory i have of u is through the bits and pieces from dad and bros
i hate to admit it...but i really do miss u...
since you've been gone 22 years ago...