shit
i screwed up my blog's design!
oh well...
i've screwed up my life too
so it's nothing new...

screw ups will always be screw ups...
there is really no point of fixing it
maybe it is just better this way...

yay!
luckily it is nothing fractured...dislocated or broken
phew...
i even have the thought that i will definitely commit suicide if i am paralyzed
so i will never be a burden