i've been having these freakin horizontal lines across my monitor screen for almost a week
and i've been suspecting it's either the graphic card or the monitor's problem...
there goes my money again
whenever i manage to save up a little bit more of money to make my back account not so pathetic looking
something bad will definitely destroy my plan lor
like for now...my segamat's monitor is having some ugly weird green lines across it
my kl pc's graphic card is gone...
my puggy needs to change absorbers, headlights and a new speedometer...
i daren't even start counting how much will i need to settle all these...
there goes all my hard earned cash....
damn it

i have to look for something valuable of mine that can be sold
which is ermmm.....ermmm....ermmmmm....ermmmmmmmmmmmm.......
damn it...
NOTHING...
and there goes my fund to buy the 70-200 L f4
sob sob...
i really need it before making the trip to bangkok lor...
am i eligible to take personal loans from banks ar?
ar...
maybe i should sell one kidney of mine...
since we only need one to survive hor..............................

* slaps own face...such stupid idea...

p/s : i haven't even bought my phone yet......

i spent 4 freakin hours washing...claying...waxing and polishing my car yesterday
on the way up to KL today...it rained...
so there goes my 4 hours of blood and sweat effort...
i hate raining lor...at least u can rain after i reach KL and park my car inside the carpark mah...
this morning i woke up with 2 sore arms...i can hardly even raise my arm to scrub my back...

sigh....why does it always rain on me?

wedding songs choices

wedding songs choices

michael buble - everything
martina mcbridge - my valentine
blue - best in me
jennifer hudson - love you i do ( bride dedicate to groom )
n'sync - this i promise you
98 degrees - i do (cherish you)
nat king cole - unforgettable
savage garden - knew i loved you ( ok lar..lyrics bit funny... )
celine dion - because you loved me
eric clapton - wonderful tonight
michael buble - it had to be you
frank sinatra - fly me to the moon
colin raye - in this life
lifehouse - you & me
jack johnson - better together

i personally think that wedding songs must be like... chosen really well lor...suit the mood lor
there are some weddings i've been to were blasting those house/techno music that i hated the most
OMG....the 'dong chik dong chik' of the music can instantly shut down my mood for artistic and nice shots....
sometimes i wonder what was on their minds...
for heaven's sake...this is a wedding lor...not those cheapo feng tao disco ok....
and i pity the old folks there...
tell me....when you are that age...like maybe 80 plus...tell me how can u stand this kinda music?
you heartbeat's rate will prolly go along with the music's bass...then make old people breathless..not very good you know...
these are just my personal experiences...since i've been to like erm....countless weddings...i think now just by closing my eyes...i can imagine well the flow of a wedding in my mind...

damn...what's wrong with me...why do i keep on writing about weddings?

i want to plan a perfect wedding
and take the nicest pictures anyone could ever take
sigh~
but both my brothers are married
ok...who is my next best friend that is getting married?
faster grab me while i'm still offering it for free...
hehehe

p/s: OMG!!Sara and Grissom is getting married!!!!!

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ( in a girlie manner )
THUNDER!!!
* runs and hide underneath my computer table

uncle remi has been complaining that my blogskin doesn't even smell designer...
so i guess it means that i'll have to revamp it...
sigh~
so tough...maybe i was never meant to be a designer after all

i thought of you when i heard this song on my poddy...
it reminded me of so many things that i thought i've long forgotten
i missed u...coz you weren't there to watch me grow up...
and i wasn't able to get to know more about you...
i remember during my younger days, i was often angry of you, and wonder how could u have left us without even thinking of the consequences
how could you have done it alone without letting the rest of the family know?
i can hardly remember how u looked like...i hardly even know you...the only memory i have of u is through the bits and pieces from dad and bros
i hate to admit it...but i really do miss u...
since you've been gone 22 years ago...

sony bravia colors

colors colors and colors!
ain't life wonderful~

hari raya is around the corner...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to everyone who's celebrating it...
and for people like me...it's holiday for a great break~

starcraft II

i know i'm like a little outdated,coz i only manage to check out the teaser from starcraft II today, ok lar...maybe not a little...it's like super outdated lar
but seriously, it's been like 10 years since starcraft : brood war was released, and i've completed the game like don't know how many times...with cheat or without cheat...
finally...they are releasing starcraft II, hooray~!!
cant' wait man...it'll be even better if it's released during chinese new year...so i can just stay at home and finish the game...

from what i can remember, i've started using terrain when i first laid my hands on starcraft...then zerg and protoss...the best is to have plenty of carriers from protoss to attack the enemy...it can only happen when you're using cheat lor...coz it will cost a lot to have a carrier

i miss my days of missing classes to play starcraft on LAN, those were the zombie moments in my life, because i will stay awake all night just to kill someone online, the story of stracraft is complicated and basically, i don't care much about it...i am a big fan for the game...not the story...moreover...my england is not powderful at all, so it will be rather painful for me to go through all the texts of the story lor...and the names of the characters are like damn difficult to pronounce, so i think it's better for me to be a simple person and just play the game will do...

I CAN'T WAIT!!!!
teaser below

facebook

now..the new in thing is facebook...
i think later on...when people meet up with their friends...they will prolly not say HI anymore, instead, it will be like "what is your facebook ar?"

i don't understand why are people so crazy over it...ok lar...maybe i'm just too dumb for it, i tell you, there are like 2 million applications in it, and i think i only know how to play ilike...okok, it's pathetic lar, i agree...but what to do..my mind is to slow to adapt to new things mah~somemore i'm working in an interactive agency...if my boss knows...i sure kena kick out lor...

if you let me choose, i still prefer friendster over facebook, it's simpler lor, and for noobs and idiots like me...friendster is already complicated enough...okok..i know i'm like really stupid lar...
even my brother got facebook...walao...maybe i should register one for dad and one for mom...and one for zam and one for wewe...one for my puggy...etc etc etc....

" Ei, what is your facebook ar? "

malaysia responsible dog ownership day 2007, central park BU

doggies day! wohooo~~~!
I WANT A SIBERIAN HUSKY!!!
but i don't think i can afford to have a dog now...
i have to feed myself first...before feeding my doggy...and also i need to feed my puggy first...
sigh~staying alive is so tough lor...

i'm sorry
i could have saved you...

csi, csi miami, csi new york, heroes, desperate housewives, ghost whisperer....

finally...after like a freakin 4 or 5 months of waiting...
all my favourite series are back and kicking...
csi, csi miami, csi new york, desperate housewives, heroes, ghost whisperer...etc etc etc, now all i have to do is download, download and download....
the good thing is...ever since i've gotten myself the new PSU
i don't need to be sitting underneath my table trying to startup my PC for like an hour...
i know it is pathetic...but i just can't help it...i thought my precious PC would prolly be able to last for another few months until i get enough money to buy a super good PSU...
but since it's acting like a spoilt brat...so he will have to deal with a cheaper PSU...serve him right!!!
gees...i think i'm a little outta my mind..it's just a freakin' PSU...

anyways...i am still up and doing storyboard for RINDU...i can't draw lar...asking me to draw is like asking my dad to design using photoshop....it is almost impossible lor...
i miss my bed...and the weather is so warm...walao

p/s : happy birthday dor...may you always be blessed with great joy and happiness

i am suppose to scribble something here
but this window has been open for the past 30 minutes...
and it is still empty...

all i can think about now is condom...and spaceman
both seems really irrelevant to each other...but... it is in a way
while we were having internal today
i felt the sudden urge of wanting to ask the bosses ( the male ones )
what makes them decide which brand of condom to use...
i am curious lor...since i don't get to use it...
okok..i meant the usual way...
i should have ask lor...now the question is like lingering in my mind non stop...

p/s : your big day is coming...and i am so excited about it~
pp/s : ok...my pc is laggin like hell after i open illustrator, photoshop and flash simultaneously, time to upgrade....but where to get money?sob sob...*slaps own face...i'm so useless...no money...no fame...but the lucky thing is that life is fair...i have u...to compensate all the other things that i don't have...hooray~!erm...this pp/s like got a little bit too long...

beyonce cancels Kuala Lumpur concert

one day, maybe all the female artists who wants to have a concert in Malaysia will have to put on a tudung
OMG...imagine rihanna singing umbrella with a tudung over her!!!
and missy elliot raping with a tudung!!!
*faint....

i think all these muslim students and muslim activists have nothing better to do...if you don't like the way the artist dress and perform, don't go to the freakin concert...
so now, beyonce canceled her concert in Malaysia and decided to make it in Indonesia, which is also a Islamic country...so why other people don't mind, and these people in Malaysia have to make a big fuss over it?
if you think by looking at beyonce wearing revealing clothes performing during the concert can make your people sin and corrupt their minds...i think it's pretty obvious that the problems are not from beyonce...maybe it's because the minds of your kind are already twisted...

gees...my dad will be really disappointed lor
now the concert is canceled
i was thinking of buying him the tickets to surprise him....

ar...really...i'm not outta my mind....
i forgot to mention...my dad is a really big fan of beyonce...!
more insights...click here

rindu oh rindu

i can't believe that they are actually asking me to handle this...
RINDU...a new condom brand which will soon hit the market...
it's targeted at young married malay couples...
damn it..
do i look like someone who uses a condom??

ok...
even if i were to use one..i'm not a malay...how on earth will i understand what they want??
i think my boss is just trying to punish me lor...because i don't stay late after work...everyday at 7pm sharp, ok...maybe not sharp...but i will usually try to leave office before 8pm...so now karma is back...and i'm stuck with a condom...errrr...maybe not one...i'm stuck with like a tons of condoms...

to me...condoms are just like balloons, we used to blow it and give it to a friend on his or her birthday...so when it comes to condoms...as far as i am concern, it is just a slimy balloon with no colors.

can someone just save me?