this is a random note~
if you wanna read it
don't scold me for writing something so lame

if you are those chinese fighting story fans
you'll definitely come across a phrase

"sword stay, being stay"
"sword die, being die"

damn...i suck at doing direct translation

basically
it refers to the point that those chinese sword fighters treat their swords as important as their lives
i love my pc
but it won't be to the extend that
"pc stay, i stay"
"pc die, i die"
...........

told you it's lame~

welcome to the family apeach~~

* hoorayyy~~~
* claps claps aplause

i need to stop whinning
and just fucking grow up...
those are just pressures...
it's not like i've never dealt with it before..

i excel under pressures...
so what da fuck?
since there's no more haze now...
let us all wake up and smell the coffee!
hooray~

life is fragile
death is so unpredictable
let me stand by your side...
and hold your hands
to stroll down the path of life
like a walk in a park

being with you
even the saddest moment seems bearable
and everything is just sheer happiness...
i don't know how many times i've mentioned this before
but i would like to say it again

i love you

i sounded harsh...
because i'm about to loose my voice....

thanks to the haze...
well done dear indons...
keep up the good work....

i just want you to know
even if i'm all cramped up with my work
you're still on my mind most of the time

so please...
forgive me
if i've neglected you...

can i scold bad words here?

niama ccb...dlamgch....
fuck~

i am sooooOOOO angry...

tell me..
how do you work with the crappiest machine ever?

it will choose not to boot up if its mood's bad...
it will choose to slow down for no particular reason...
it will choose to react like 10 seconds slower on a normal day...
it refuses to let me run more than 2 design programs at the same time...
it refuses to let my outlook run on normal speed...
it takes forever to starup every morning...

do you believe that pcs have bad hair day too?
well..
mine sure does~

doesn't the haze outside makes you feel like...
as though you're burning in hell?

well..
i don't know about the others
but it sure made me felt that way~

let us all smell the haze and wake up to a new day!

let me know if you're leaving...
don't leave me here wondering in the dark

恕我直言

依我看来
新加坡内阁资政李光耀根本不需要道歉
咱大马华人被边缘化
已是个不争的事实

照我看来
大马许许多多当政的土著
还在洋洋得意
以为只要李光耀道歉了
就能摸掉事情的真相
真的是太愚蠢了

很多时候
当这类似的问题被提起
往往人们会把它当着敏感问题
而不了了之

难道人们真的瞎了吗？

随手粘来的就有
大马华小事件
大学固打制
在华人经营的公司必有最少30% 土著

在马来西亚
只要你是一个华人
就已经被定位成第二等公民
若要成功
就必需付出比土著多3倍的努力

凯里
反省吧
一个89岁的老人
在说出事实遭到了评击
仍能放下身段道歉
你算得上是什么东四
还在那儿自以为是

我们华人一直在生的闷气
一直受到政府不公的对待
何时才能守得云开见月明？

p/s : happy birthday to dor...welcome to the quarter century club~

25 seems to be a long time
but with you
it's just a mere 10 seconds flash...
every moment was wondrous...
every single second was breathtaking

my life was never the same anymore...
it became thrllingly beautiful

thank you...
for everything...

i'm proud to present you...................
:: YOUR DINNER ::

people who doesn't believe that i can cook
nah...here's the result and proofs....
i can cook one ok~~~~

thanks to mom...
for picking out the best bah kut...
awesome....
next on list
hainanese chicken rice...

for sam and elly's very late birthday celebration
dined at kota damansara for steambot
not ordinary steambot
it was a porridge steambot
weird but it was nice
don't ask me who figured that out
i think chineses are geniuses
in food...

we have a saying
anything that can fly despite the plane
anything on the ground that has 4 legs despite the table
everything can be eaten...
we live to eat...

after the meal
i can feel porridge flowing out from my ears and nose...
but all in all
it was a nice meal...

if you have been reading the yesterday's sin chew jit poh
you would probably come across one of the most ridiculous news
apparently
alor setar's city council has reinforced a new regulation
i am not trying to be a racist here
but let me tell you what has happened

from now on
all the stalls that sells pork in alor setar
are required to change their stall's glass into black
and if you don't have one
you will need to add one on it...
and only black plastic bags are allow to wrap the pork sold

somehow...
it makes me think that as though it is something illegal to sell pork
like those pirated dvds sellers...
aren't all the pork sellers considerate enough to wrap the pork with newspapers
before putting it into plastic bags?
and i doubt any of our fellow muslim friends have problems with that
even a PAS's government state such as Kelantan
has not reinfored such ridicule
i wonder what was on the MDAL's mind
when they proposed it...

isn't this supposed to be a free country?
now who's being discriminative...

i have a housemate
she can sleep all day...
and after she wakes up
she will eat...
doesn't that remind you of a type of animal?

the best is
she can take leave...
and sleep at home...

by the way
you know..
when i say sleep
it is not like an hour or two's nap
it's like a consecutive 12 to 18 hours sleep

* blow salute trumpet...